Animelovinggirl14

First journal of the year. I've been quite busy and silent. I've been dealing with personal stuff as well as working on some projects behind the scenes. Just thought I'd pop in and say hello. I still have adopts and stuff up, though I should probably delete them since no one wants them anyway. Lol

I'm hoping to get a job before my birthday in May, otherwise I'll be cut off from everything. Phone, internet, you name it. So I really have to crack down on myself. It's just been hard to find a place that would work well for me and my mental state and abilities. I'm sure I'll find something though.

Anyways, I hope you're all doing well. I hope you all have a good year, and if things aren't going so well right now, I hope they get better soon.

~Jilly <3

Christmas Raffle(CLOSED)Hey nomnoms! I hope your holiday season is going well! I've decided to have a holiday art raffle!
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 Good Luck and Happy Holidays!

Over a month later and I finally post another journal? Yep. I have nothing in particular to update about I don't think, just a bunch of random things.

I'm slowly working on trying to create a new story, one that hopefully I won't scrap in the end. All of that stuff is sitting in my stash right now as I work on creating the main cast and all that.

I've also been trying to take some time to myself some, trying to enjoy time with friends, as well as trying to better my mental health. Though my mental health is a MAJOR work in progress, I'm still trying, I hate being so down and so damn negative all the time. I just wanna be happier again.

Uh...what else... I still don't have a job, though I'm still looking. Trying to get a job in my area is really hard apparently.

I don't really have anything else, not that I can think of right now, so I guess I'll end the journal now.

See you guys later!
~Jilly

So I'm kind of in the process mentally of trying to make a comeback to art. For a long time I stopped because my confidence in my art hit a wall and fell drastically to an all time low, to the point that I actually stopped drawing altogether. Now yes, I colored linearts, but that's lineart, that's not my actual drawing therefore it isn't the same.

Lately (as in the last few months), I've been really thinking and pushing myself to get back into actually drawing my own art again. Now I'm nowhere as good as I used to be (with certain things, some things have stayed the same & some getting a little better), but I at least want to try y'know?

Now to the question. What are some things that you guys would want to see from me?
Some commissions? Start taking a few requests now and then? More or less adoptables (cuz I seem to make quite a few but with no luck there)?

Just comment and let me know. Not many of you guys talk to me or anything anymore, but I still wanted to ask you guys directly anyways. I just want some opinions.